May 1, 2012

a breather

{ -- lunch break, potle bound! -- }

I'd be lying if I said things were super great right now, but they're not all that bad. It's all about how to handle everything and realize that it'll pass. "This isn't meant to last. This is for right now." It's going to be OK and what I'm stressing about is so little compared to what could be. Ever wonder why it is we get SO caught up in such moments that are so trivial? Ever take a step back and analyze the situation? I try to, all the time. It usually does wonders and helps me realize the truth. It's certainly, probably, saved my life in the last year. I've made some of the best decisions for myself in the last year and I'm thankful for being able to take a breath and step back from it all.

{ -- my girl, napping in the sun -- }

My current woes; I am SO busy at work and there's a lot of pressure but there's no point in getting emotional about it or getting upset about it. I just hunker down and plug away. I'm doing my best and if my best isn't good enough, it wasn't meant to be. I can only be my best me. Also, my gal pal, Suki hasn't been feeling good. I think she's just got an overly sensitive stomach. I just feel so bad for her sometimes. I wake up to her growling tummy and wimpers to get outside and eat some grass. It'll pass but I just wish sooner than later and that it wouldn't ever come back.

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Ooookay, I feel better now and am totally looking forward to this summer. There's so much going on. A few concerts here and there, some weddings, moving...I'm looking forward to all of it and whatever else this year brings me. Bring it on!

Lots of <3