i dedicate this song to

The lonely one. This will be vague but is necessary because these are the emotions I deal with on and off, and now on because this person just won't go away. I'll share more later...maybe.

Your dreams, they slowly fade.
So uncommitted and it's such a waste.
You're left alone and afraid.
Now just confine your problems, 
And figure out your own way to solve them.


I'm not sorry.


I'm not sorry for all the things I've said, 
Go *oh dear* yourself if you can't handle it.


Don't act like you're the one who's innocent.
Have you still learned nothing from this?
When will you face your shameful actions?


Don't act like you're the one that's better off.
I know that you planned this to just let go
It didn't matter the cost.


I'll never need the things you're offering.
You turned your back on me, 
It's such a shame to see.


When we believed we all could live out our dreams, We all stood up for something.
Now that you're left with nothing, 
Don't act like you're better off.
Cold conscious slowly fading, 
You can't get back what you've lost.


Your conscious is slowly fading away, 
Go face the path you've paved.


I watched your dreams die, 
They fell in front of your eyes.
Watch your dreams die, 
They fell in front of your eyes.


I'll never need the things you're offering.
You turned your back on me, 
It's such a shame to see.


When we believed we all could live out our dreams, 
We all stood up for something.
Now that you're left with nothing, 
Don't act like you're better off.
Cold conscious slowly fading, 
You can't get back what you've lost.


Cold conscious slowly fading, 
Cold conscious slowly fading.
You can't get back what you've lost


With that said, I am in a really great place in my life now and I've moved on from most of what's happened. However, because of him taking advantage of me (because he ruined his own life), I am still dealing with those consequences. It's really sad but I'm not one to let that get me down.


So, with that, here is to the new year that has started off with a freakin' BANG of awesome sauce and moving past all of your obstacles that you face. Life is what you make it and I've seen the proof, on both spectrums. I'm just glad I'm on the right side.


<3